I fell asleep lying next to my partner on Ma 5, 2024, where I suddenly felt woken up to a shadow of my grandmother, where she has recently passed away in February 2024, standing over me, just simply watching me. I wasn't scared but confuse on why she has shown up a second time in one week. The first time the shadow appeared was on Wednesday, May 1st when it was thundering and lightening outside. Anyways this time I was taken to loads of sequencies about my life of what could be upcoming events or warnings. The first sequence was simply about my past, about family dynamics. I was sitting on a front screened in porch with my grandpa and grandma on my mom side who are both decease. I was child enjoying the sunshine and playing with my toys and toy car inside with them. Music was playing and eventually my grandparents were speaking to me. They said to me always know what you deserve, love the right people and give your all to your passions. I said okay and then the conversation became mute and I was pulled away into another sequence. The second sequence is about me and my partner. We are currently looking for a new flat to move into, we found one and made it our home. Then shortly after a while I received a delicate ring from home and was wearing it on my ring finger but to me it wasn't clear what the ring symbolises. Then some family members had doubts and others were happy for me. Then we were taking photos with each other, but both of us were excited, happy and enjoying each other. Then I was told to leave that sequence and enter my third sequence by grandma's shadow. This one wasn't pretty. It was horrifying. It had two parts to it. The first part was about me being trapped in my own apartment building, where I currently live alone, where a fire broke out. I tried to escape through the front door but I couldn't and somehow fit through the kitchen window to get on the roof. I tried to salvage my items by putting a towel underneath my door to prevent smoke from entering. I somehow managed to take my cell phone and called 999, which is the equivalent to 911 in the UK, while I was on the roof. Remind you I am on the top floor on the three 3 bedroom flats. So, through the slants of roofs I started to make my way down while speaking with the operator. Eventually the fire department has came and the fireman came to my window asking for me to return back to him but I saw the shadow and it directed me to jump, and I did. I safely landed and called my partner to help me and he did. I was scared because it reminded of a tragedy with two family members who were trapped inside and couldn't make it out. I survived but I had to see part two. Part two I was over my great grandma's house, who is still living, and helping her get new upgrades in her apartment complex. I was reading over her contract before hearing an explosion break out in her apartment complex. People were throwing things out the window and another fire started at another complex but the fire department came fast and everyone made it out safely. Fast forward everyone was told they can safely return to their apartments. I left my great grandma and told her to call me if she needed anything. Afterwards, I was picking up my grandma on my dad side, who is still living, with my sister. We were talking and all of sudden my sister asked about the arrangements of my great grandma. I am like what and I yelled at my grandma for not telling me and told her I understood we have a rocky relationship and she replied I didn't and don't want to deal with it. So, I left my sister and grandma stranded in a public parking lot while I was speeding to the apartment complex. I arrived and everything was in ashes and burnt. I checked the news another fire broke out in the middle of the night and no one survived. I cried in the middle of the street and people were calling me and I was not responding. I screamed and that's when I woke up next to my partner in tears.
This dream seems to be a reflection of your emotions, fears, and desires following the recent passing of your grandmother. The appearance of her shadow in your dream could symbolize her presence and influence on your life, even after her physical departure.
The first sequence in the dream, with your grandparents on your mom's side, represents the importance of family dynamics. It signifies the wisdom and guidance they offer you from beyond, reminding you to value yourself, surround yourself with the right people, and follow your passions.
The second sequence focuses on you and your partner's search for a new home. The delicate ring you receive represents a potential commitment or promise in your relationship. Some family members having doubts and others being happy may reflect the mixed opinions and emotions surrounding this step. Overall, it suggests a sense of contentment and joy in your partnership.
However, the third sequence takes a darker turn with the fire-related scenarios. The first part, being trapped in your apartment building on fire, may symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed or trapped in your current living situation or circumstances. Your efforts to save yourself and your belongings demonstrate resilience and resourcefulness. The shadow guiding you to jump could represent a need to take risks or make difficult choices in order to escape a difficult situation.
The second part, involving your great grandmother's apartment complex on fire, could symbolize anxiety or concern for the well-being of older family members. It also reveals your sense of responsibility towards your family and the potential guilt you may feel for not being there for them.
The dream culminates in a tragic outcome where no one survives the fire. This may represent a fear of loss, helplessness, and the overwhelming grief you may be experiencing following the passing of your grandmother. The feelings of sadness and abandonment in the dream reflect your emotional state and the need for support during this challenging time.
Overall, this dream suggests a mix of emotions, ranging from happiness and excitement about your relationship and future plans, to anxiety and fear about potential challenges and losses. It is a reflection of the complex emotions you are processing following the loss of your grandmother and the changes happening in your life.